feeling kind of down now, because I kinda regret some of the choices I made. Some things I told myself never to have, some things that I let slip out of my grasp, in return for things I worked so hard for. And now I don't even know if I ended up getting anything at all.

Perhaps all these just stemmed from envy. Seeing that others have, but I don't, leaves me craving for it so badly.

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I'm looking forward to my week! Packed full with outings and Zhiyong's birthday soon <3