Usually i'm able to identify a problem and then fix it. but now i have no idea where the problem lies and what the teachers have been saying just dont align with what I feel also. that i have no idea what to tell them and im not sure what to do.

then i keep asking myself if it's something im missing out, maybe im not being observant enough or its just another of my character flaw.

and i really want to know, is it really our fault? I cant bring myself to accuse everyone of not trying hard enough because i can senses the effort is there. although at time we might joke around and stuff. and i cant say it's the comm's fault for not drilling because there were reasons why things werent done in accordance to what we would have wanted to. there's was just so much i wanted to do with the section today but i couldn't.

i really want to know if you took into account of everything that happened because im not sure how to react to things anymore.