Hmm today i was faced with a lot of decision making. I realised this week i have many events to fit in and many things to do that i need to sacrifice some stuff for another. I was supposed to have gone back for choir after my doctor's appointment today but then i rushed down for h3 cause sat i need to go back to the hospital then ill miss h3. anyway i saw jx at h3 today:D was quite happy and plesantly surprised haha. I nearly fainted when the professor started scribbling all the math and graphs stuff on the board . it was like jargon after jargon and i was just taking down notes in alien language. after that i spent half an hour break figuring out and deciphering all the math equations. Super tough omg. wasnt expecting so much difficulty understanding this topic especially since i was already so tired after all that rushing around:/

anyway today i felt quite relieved after visiting the doctor. i think it won't be anything major, but i scheduled another 3 more appointments over the next 2 weeks :/ after so many experiences at the hospital my interest in being a doctor has really grown. despite the no. of times ive hesitated about choosing medicine cause it takes up time commitment and many years studying (all the difficulties about studying it overseas and the amount i have to pay) i think there wont be other courses which im more interested in, though im still considering econs. I think i like econs for the fact that it requires you to think out of the box, the answers are quite flexible and i like the application part also. but then as a career maybe not :/ nvm ill still have time to consider.

should go do my h3 now! and our war games for choir orientation got approved AWESOME:D