firstly of course would be medicine. ill definitely be a very loving doctor haha and best is if i can set up my own clinic and treat the little children and old folks from all around the neighbourhood. will be quite cool to combine enterprising and medicine into one career(; i think the best part about being a doctor is you get to interact with everyone and get new perspective about things. beats having a desk job and doing repetitive things all day long. it's quite a diferent experience everyday i think for a doctor. and since young ive been seeing lots of doctors for various reasons but there are some who just leave such a lasting impression on you they cant be forgotten. doctors who dont just tend to your medical needs but your "spiritual"/emotional needs also. there's this very pretty female doctor who i always go see. she's a v successful woman cause she has a very cool family (she has her family photos pasted all over her desk) and she's v loving. best is she's v v pro cause she can tell me exactly when ill recover and she's always right. so i always go see her if i get a throat infection. v v reassuring doctor(;

the second and third option would be provided i earn enough money already cause they cant help me sustain a living lol.

i love baking and eating desserts haha. i think it makes me feel v happy and relaxed. it's a v pleasant feeling when you eat something "orgasmic", like how ying would always describe lol. so if i had the money ill open a nice dessert shop that sells irresistable desserts maybe cakes/ice cream/frozen yoghurt i dnk. but at a nice affordable price also (im not sure how also:/) but dessert is meant for everyone to enjoy! not just those who can afford it.
(something like this would be nice) plus can design my own shop decor and have themes etc etc. it's happy making desserts and even happier seeing people indulge themselves in your own creation(;

third would be to inspire the lives of students by being a teacher! haha. share my experiences with them, share tips with them on how to score and survive the school days...i like going to tuition, im sure i told a lot of people that. and i like tuition only if the teacher is good. and it's strange really because i look foward to tuition a lot. gets my mind thinking and im always interested in whichever subjct i have tuition in. like sec 3+4 physics and bio tuition was super good. physics used to be my most hated subject until i had tuition(; then there was mr lam who was always so hilarious, quite a short but rather eccentric old man who was so passionate about bio he really had the entire bio textbook in his head. he could draw out the entire circulatory or digestive system on the board and explain to use it was v v cool o.o then there was mdm lau who insisted on having lesson and changing classroom (cause projector was spoiled) even with 5 mins of lesson left. i really really loved her organic chem lesson last year and i worked so hard for chem cause she really put a lot of effort into teaching. her advertisement method, haha ill never forget that. i personally admire those teachers who put their heart and mind into teaching students and i think this influences students a lot. like their career options and how they perform in school + their attitude towards learning that subject. teachers play a really crucial role in deciding the students' future (omg this sounds like some moe advert to recruit teachers) but really. if i had the money i would open a tuition centre and teach at a really low rate to students from my neighbourhood. of course ppl who are sincere about learning so that they put in 100% in all lessons:D

i think i suddenly thought so much about this cause i felt that im wasting my precious youth by putting all my energy into mugging for subjects and getting that A. when i could be doing so so much more. :/

anyway looking forward to a good (and hopefully productive) day of studying tomorrow and finally getting what ive been craving for the entire week...