Its minutes till sixteen, and it's such a wonderful moment to post about today.

We had handovers today and we have officially stepped down. I'd never expected this day to arrive so soon and it was like just yesterday that we were sec ones, watching each batch of sec 4s leave the choir and feeling so tentative about the following year. But this year was simply quite the best of my four years in NYC. Probably 'cause being sec 4s just entails more responsibility and sense of ownership over the results the choir achieves.

Hmm I don't reallly know how I felt when I passed on the role of A2 SL to yvonne. Relieved maybe. I still remember just months before SYF Ms Lim scolding the section so much that I just felt like a total failure and I cannot continue on anymore maintaining the standards of our section. Everytime when I compare, I'll think of two years ago and then our section was pretty impressive, as far as I can remember. Everytime I think back I'm in awe of how well our seniors perform and lead. And then I feel ashame cause I'm nowhere as good as them. But we haveimproved since syf, concert was a lot better I suppose.

I was quite happy also. To see how much our juniors have grown. And now it's time for us to step back and them to take the lead, and I'm pretty sure Yvonne and cheryl both can do a good job.

I'll miss you guys and will go back often to that cozy M3(: thanks for all the support you've given me.

I'll be sixteen soon, and may tomorrow be the best day I'll have in this year<3