i think things will just get worst and be unresolved if there's just no talk and just plain guesses. i dont know what i'm suppose to do and how i'm suppose to make it all better. makes me pretty angry sometimes, i've never been troubled or perplexed or frustrated or cried or get pissed over things in school before. life for me has always just been happy cause i choose to stay unaffected most of the time. all i want to say is, be more direct you can scold criticize complain whatsoever just dont remain silent all the time. i have lots of things to say, but i cant say it, and most of the time when im prepared to say it just never happens. i dont know what went wrong. maybe this didnt just start this year. i think you've changed a lot. or maybe i did too.