everything has been going quite well so far except something's been bugging me for a long while. and i think it's not just now but perhaps accumulation of misunderstandings and not clarifying of some sort i guess. i dont know how you want me to fix it i dont dare to do anything cause it's like approaching the volcano when you know it's gonna explode anytime. and im not a very strong person i want to stay happy i dont want to let it upset my entire day and the following days to come i guess i rather avoid it than go approach it. actually im not sure also. i just wished it never happened my life would be a lot happier than what it is now. :/