Monday, November 1, 2010,9:41 PM

i feel discouraged now, but i'm not suppose to feel this way. i think i need to tackle criticisms more positively.
and seeing that there's so much things to settle i just feel like crawling into a hole and hiding myself. but things will get better, and since i have so many other ppl who i can rely on, it's not that bad actually.
i think today has made me think a lot more on what i want and what i should do, some enlightenment perhaps. and i can foresee the next few months being terribly tired and pressurizing. but im sure i'll be able to pull through. all of you as well(;