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Tuesday, October 27, 2009,7:57 PM

ill remember you; you'll always be the sun in the sky

I'm going to post this before I forget. Choir sessions always trigger my thoughts especially throughout the whole bus ride ive been recalling all the times ive had.

Sigh today's farewell just made me quite reluctant to leave NYC all over again. And when it all ended I really really wanted to turn back time and start the year anew again. Because i know there's so much I can improve on and so much more i can do for the choir and the section.

To rate my own performance despite juniors saying how i've been a good sl or a role model etc, i dont think i've done my best. seriously. all these time i have been so focused on my role, how to teach well how to improve on the sound how to improve discipline, everything that's work related i've overlooked the emotional aspect of it all. i think the greatest regret was that i failed to bond the section. i just failed to get to know everyone of them personally, talk to them, communicate. all these ive failed in. and i know there are a lot of others who could have done it so much better than me. and why is it that only when everything's over that i realise how much more i could have done. and now i desperately want to turn back time because well after so many months, i realised how wonderful everyone is, especially in the section, the committee. and i want to much to have the opportunity to spend time with everyone, to learn together, experience everything together.

the section has been so amazing. everyone. i know at the start i was having doubts about our section. ive been so eager to introduce new methods into the section. sometimes didnt work out, felt quite disappointed. especially nearing syf, when our section had so many parts solo and we did it all wrong. everyone felt frustrated, i know i sense it. the juniors tried hard. i did too. but we couldnt figure out why. then we set our goal to make us the best section again. and we fought we did we did and we did everything right during syf. it felt good, really. i think ive actually learn so much more from choir than council, probably due to more time spent.

the sec threes are very very capable. i think i underestimated them, what they can do. yvonne i know used to be reserved but she has so much talent in her. i cannot match up. time passes and she's just amazing. i dont think there could be anyone who could play as well as her, be so musically talented and observant and exude so much confidence in playing. and that day at the piano recital i felt as though i was watching someone else play, yvonne you've grown so much really. and then sher yin, the ever hilarious one, pitch perfect, passion, what more can i say. and with joyce's help you three will definitely be able to match up or be even better. you guys always say that we have set very high standards, but you'll be able to reach it.

sec 2s, let's see, yinnshan, cheryl, xinning, yun see, vera, charm, audrey....the 'gang'...cheryl i really have to thank you for the letter you gave me today. the things you mentioned you remember im surprise that some i didnt even recall till you mention. and while i was reading i was wondering 'did i do all that'. im really happy that you're our asl, you're in council cause you're definitely capable. yinnshan as well, ever so optimistic and bubbly hahhaa, you two we must keep in touch definitely.

sec 1s though only less than half a year, i think ive been really close to you guys. svena i must say you're very bold at your age but you're a good person to talk to hahaha. and claudia, stacy, very vey adorable :D sarah you cant ask me about choir sessions anymore i dont know about them i stepped down already! and jiarui thank youu for your present (svena too) nice junior to talk to during choir (:

sec 4s especially, who have gone through the journey with me for four entire years. our class choristers, chrissy, addie, huiyi, xeo. our last minute chiong-ahs to m301...! and chrissy always eating up xeo along the way...so much fun with you people :D and then us always singing and practicising before choir, thank you so much. the committee loyee who's so amusing yet commands respect at the same time (ive learn so much from you actually.) seok who's very daring and confident. amanda very very hilarious organised. yeujia forever the 'joker' (in a good way) and you set standards for the choir which i very very much appreciate.

the three of you, you have a special place right here. reb, meihui sam you've been the most wonderful in this entire journey. you guys are always there for me to talk to go out with. reb good luck and hope your wish will be fulfilled real soon, meihui you're very very caring and dedicated i cannot help but admire that fact, and sam for ever being so funny and brightening everything up when im depressed (not to mention doing so many things with you which i wouldnt have ever done without you)

mr mac miss lim leaders i look up to. everything wouldnt be the same without you. i have so much to say, but i guess it's all in the card which we gave you already.

thank you nyc, so much.

~ill remember you
you'll always be the sun in the sky~