finally, a second post. I've been rather excited to post this, well, since i've only just started and the blog seems a little plain.
First thing first, I have no idea what I've been doing with all my time. People around me have been enjoying two weeks of freedom in their afternoons, and then I always stop to think, like what if, I wasn't in choir, and if I wasn't involved in council or SAP seminar. Then I would have been able to get my early dismissals from school and finish whatever that I have been meaning to do. Every night I'll get home and just read my homework diary and be depressed at the amount of work that I have.
For example, today:
1) IH essay
2) Testimonial
3) Chem wiki
4) SMP
5) Chem Quiz on Atm
6) Memorise choir scores
7) SAP Seminar ppt
8) Math AS2 corrections
9) Math AS 3
10) Bio Prac 9 prepare
11) Bio Quiz this week on plant repro
12) Techniques of integration quiz this week
ok probably cause i treat projects and quizzes as "work".
the must dos: IH essay, SMP, SAP seminar, choir scores.
which is a lot, since, other than this, i want to watch TV + do random stuff on the comp + be able to sleep by 11. which is simply amazing that I'm actually blogging right now.
apart from this, the only highlight of today is that I went for dance. And gosh I have like 6 more lessons to clear
I HAVE NO IDEA HOW
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And
TOMORROWI have been totally freaking out since last week 'cause I hate memorising, that's number one (although when I force myself to I do it pretty well), and I hate being forced to adapt to last minute changes.
which is exactly what emceeing will require me to do. but since stress always gives me more confidence, I'm sure tomorrow will be quite okay. i shall be posting about this tomorrow
you know what, you should just relax, and stop worryingi think this is what a lot of people will tell me right now.